down, but not out
It's been about four weeks. Four Fridays about my boss called me into his office at 4pm to let me know that would be my last day of work. It wasn't about performance, it was purely a budget decision. I was numb, silent and all I could think about was packing up my desk and making it to my 6:30 haircut appointment.
Being let go from a steady source of income you know you need to survive is never easy, but how you deal with that setback I feel makes all the difference. I used that first weekend to process my new predicament, but to also forget about it. I know that following Monday I would hit the ground running in reaching out to folks and setting up my next great comeback. In this time I also have taken a deep breathe to appreciate not having commitments. Instead of waking up each day to go into a job I wasn't all that motivated about I make myself breakfast each day, I dedicate at least an hour of my day to the gym and on top of applying for new jobs I reach out to family and loved ones. It's been the simple reminder that you have to stop once in a while to smell the roses before their all dead.
Life went on after my job dissolved and life will continue as well. In the past four weeks I've had about six serious phone calls and locked down two interviews that I feel great about. I choose to claim the victory in this time of the unexpected. What else do I have to lose?
In the past four weeks there is no doubt in my mind that it's been one of the best things for me. It's a time to reconnect with myself and check myself. For a half of a second I was down, but I will never be out.
ROOTS! It's what took place before you or me was even thought of. It's the history of our family and our community and how we got to where we are. It's important, because you can't begin to think about where you want to go unless you understand where you came from. It's more imperative on some groups to know more about their roots than others because we don't have the advantages of relying on privilege or a specific contact to push us through.
Right now A&E Networks is in the midst of a four-night series of the re-imagined show ROOTS. It's a bold move showing across three channels: including History, A&E and Lifetime. What was once a 13-day phenomenon in the late 1970s has been remade, recasted and reproduced to present to the current generations. Most of those watching the show today do not remember what the original was like or what it meant for society as a whole. The nearly two weeks of the show then meant constant conversation and discussion about what this storytelling meant for current times.
There's been much made about whether ROOTS is relevant today, whether it's necessary and whether it's needed - to which I answer yes to all of these questions. ROOTS tells the story of a family (regardless of location), of struggle (regardless of economic status) and of triumph. You go through every emotions possible through the life and eyes of the protagonist, Kunta Kinte. But the question I wish to raise seeks more understanding: Why are we continuing to deal with a lot of the same struggles as 40 years ago? Forty years ago people of color were discriminated against because of the color of their skin, social classes meant less opportunity for those at the bottom and the group in power continued to thrive as long as they followed "tradition". This is where my issues lies in the world we live in today. It's less a question of whether we should show the film, but why does it still hit home? What made ROOTS so ground-breaking in 1977 was that it sat families and groups of people down to have a conversation about race and treatment. In 2016 we are reminded of race and treatment every time we turn on the news or log onto a news site. It's everywhere, yet we haven't learned from our past. But what can we do to be better?
I appreciate what ROOTS stands for. We need to continue uplifting people of color in films. We need to continue to create programs that allow those born into unfortunate situations have the opportunity to pull themselves out. We also need to continue to have checks and balances in our systems in place that those in top don't continue to run away with it all, while the bottom majority scramble over what is left. I appreciate that A&E Networks took a chance on showing something that makes people uncomfortable. When you have something that pulls out so many emotions, you know that you have something that's real. Most importantly, when you understand your ROOTS you can be sure you're moving forward instead of in reverse.
lives by one word: achievement. in anything and everything, achieve.